Victim Of Abuse

I sit and wonder
What today will bring
I sit still and think
Is he going to drink?

With every shake dragging me under
The mind tearing asunder
The innocence tearing away within

With every drink
With every verbal argument
Brings us to the brink
And does my head in

You don't realise that
Everytime, the innocence is fading away
The more I seem to pay
The less time you've got with your mistakes
Wishing I could fade away
Knowing I'm more than I seem

No life should be in somebody else's hands
Now my innocence has died, thanks to you

You can't take my soul
You can't take control

The alcohol takes apart of you
Creates a monster within
And all you do
Is show anger
And abuse women
This is your sin

No time for me to hide
You always break in to ruin my pride
I can't confide
This time I fight

Fuck what you think
I'm not going to be on the brink
Time for you to sink

Now I've had enough
Of being the victim of abuse
It's time for me to be tough
You throw your fist up
I hold it and catch you by the throat
You were lucky, I didn't destroy the note
As I was in a perfect position
To squeeze and never let go